Dear ipad, television, rocking chair, and couch;
Please do not think I am leaving you; this is only temporary. I will visit you more frequently in the evenings as they allow; on the weekends and again full time when summer comes. I will miss you more then you will know. I swear its not personal; no really--its not you...its me.All good things must come to an end; but alas we will meet again.
I love you......please never forget......
***Tomorrow is the dreaded return to work day. Maternity leave is ending and instead of seriously considering how much I will miss Carter; I'm doing my best to make due***
I'm 12 weeks pregnant and as I look around my house, I honestly wonder where we will put it.
Every extra inch is covered in toys.
There isn't much I love more then a good toy purge, but when I just sat down to do it, I honestly almost started crying. I just dont know what to do. I have a donate bucket, a garbage bucket, a send to grandma's bucket and anything we are keeping is going to be immediately put away (if it doesnt have a spot its NOT staying).
Yet I sit in front of that pile and just stare. I have no motivation for anything but crying. I just want it to go away.
If you can make it go away, I will pay you. Big money. I'm to the point that I can see how a one would want to burn their house to the floor and just start from scratch.
WE just did a toy purge at Christmas, a big one. HOW in the world did it multiply so fast? And how to I make sure it doesn't keep happening. How do I get this sorted and down to minimal clutter again when looking at it causes such depression I want to go to my room and never come back out.
Lord, is there a prayer for THIS!?
