Predictable

They always say the holiday season is busy but I never really think so. Then I look back to the last time I had time to myself to post and think oh, maybe it is a busy time of year. OR maybe having a baby is never predictable. Maybe some weeks I get plenty of time to myself and the next I dont have a second to even brush my hair. Its amazing how unpredictable my life has become. I used to have time to watch and be addicted to certain shows now I'm lucky if I get a chance to be filled in on what happend by someone who did get to watch them. I used to have a schedule. I thought with Izze I'd be able to make one as well, and we have. Sort of. Yet because she is always feeling diffrently it never goes quite the same as the last time we ran through that schedule. I used to think predictability was boring and for old people and wanted to be spontaneous even though I never was. Now I think predictability just for a moment would be a dream come true. How I miss the times when I was "so predictable".