This sucks. Due to my fall down the stairs workingout out was PAINFUL so i didnt. and between that and the christmas cookies, I fell into a bad pattern this week. And I PAID for it.
162 this morning
I thought about not posting but honestly, that wouldn't help, its embarassing to post it, so maybe that will stop me from being a loser again.
This journy is gonna be a hard one, last year I had a timeline, I wanted to do it by the cruise, the deal was I had to earn the cruise and granted we payed for it ahead of time, and I knew we'd go even if I didnt earn it, i WORKED to earn it. This time, i dont have that beautiful prize.
Its totally depressing and I have no idea HOW to lite that fire under my arse
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