Friday, October 3, 2008

Finally Friday

Its my LAST DAY OF WORK until after this baby is here.

I'm soooo excited to have a week home with my girl. Sleeping in, watching cartoons, and having lots of mom and Izze time.

One week from now, I'm headed to surgery. Get this darn child OUT!!!!!

Excited to meet the baby, but also feeling very nostalgic. Not sure I'm ready for Izze to have to share. Im one of those moms, that doesnt feel MUCH of a bond with babys in utero, i'm sure its partly because I hate being pregnant, but to me they arent real until I know them. I dont feel that quite yet. Right now, all I know is Izze.....and she is the CENTER of our universe. I know the minute I meet baby I will love him or her, but until then, the irrational part of me wonders where I will get any more love when its all in Izze's hands.

Sigh......

2 comments:

Lori said...

Cecile, that is TOTALLY how I think too, when I think of having a 2nd child. I get all sad at not getting to have that "me and Sophie" time...Sophie is our "center" too. However, I just have to think back to when I was pg with Sophie and how "sad" or nostalgic I was that we would have no more just "Jeremy and I"...made me really sad. But it's AMAZING that as soon as Sophie came, and our lives changed, well, it was okay! I KNOW it'll be the same when yours gets here too

Cheryl Z. said...

HI! Congratulations on the New Addition! :)